He's a cold pussy, scared to come home and fight me
Soon as he walk through the door that's when ima attack him
One hit one kill
I'm waiting for this fuckin faggot to come home so I can punch him in the throat and kill him
This ngga think I'm dumb, he can read all of this and see all this shy
I'm telling you now... read these fukkin words carefully
"AS SOON AS YOU WALK THROUGH THE DOOR I'LL PUNCH YOU IN THE THROAT AND KILL YOU!"
You think taking the food away gonna calm me down?
That shyt only gonna make me even more mad
The hungrier i get the angrier I get
Fukkin btch, keep thinking I'm playing
Watch when you walk through the door. I'll fukkin kill you!
That btchass ngga came with the cops, that's a btch move...
7200 Chestnut St
He's not just a complete stranger, he's my FRIEND
Mr. Max, Mr. Marvin, Marcus, Ms. Jennifer, Andrew
May Allah bless my brother Hassan
I love Hassan, he funny as shit 😂
And Mike
Mike funny as shit
He was like "may the force be with you"
He also gave me this really cool shirt, he said he got it from Bennet's in Darby
I was short 15 cents, he let me go
Now I'm gonna pray for him, forever
Sleeping at the homeless shelter again today cuz my father don't want me to live with him
Why would you have a son and you don't want to take care of him??
My father don't love me
It's cool, God loves me
And He... is enough!!
Oh yeah, I forgot, that's just the American system
You see... in America, if you have a child, you're only responsible for that child until he turns 18, then he's on his own
Well that's not what God says
God says if you have a child then that's your child FOR LIFE!
God loves compassion, and He is compassionate
Very much so
He does not love those who do not show compassion
As I'm laying down on this homeless shelter bed I'm thinking about...
My friend Michael J. Baxter
I miss my friend
I hope he's okay,
I hope I didn't leave a bad impression 🙁
I just... didn't want to impose
💂bro in some countries they'll jail you or kill you if you decline their hospitality
💂like if they offer you some food and you say "no I'm okay" they'll kill you
💂there's a difference between trying not to impose, and being mean
I'm also thinking about... my father
Why doesn't he love me??
I was a good son, I'm doing good in school, I'm finna graduate college, I gotta good major, I was getting him water and washing the dishes and taking out the trash
I was doing all that, and still... he doesn't love me
Or want me as a son
Do you know how that feels??
💂it's not you bro
💂 your father has some childhood issues, in which you will never understand
👸why didn't you just come live with me??
💡shut up, BITCH!!
You fertile as shit, if I stay at your house ima end up fucking you
And if I put my dck in you once you gon be six months pregnant the next day n shyt
You gon have a big ass stomach, looking like Roszay babymom n shyt
That's the true definition of "dead beat father"
Someone who has a son, and does not want to take care of him
Oh ok, but you was willing to put your penis in my mother and have sex with her right?
Oh okay!
I feel you bruh, well actually I don't
I don't see how anybody can do what you did
But... you're a man, ima man
It's cool!
You don't have to take care of me
God is doing just that
And He's doing a great job?
I have no enmity or grudge towards you WHATSOEVER
I love you
But if a lion attacks you and bites your head off, I'd sure be happy!
Insha'llah that won't happen tho
Thinking about my ngga Dennis at the homeless shelter
He has to walk with a cane
😔😢
I used to have to use a cane
It's not good at all
The guys here at this shelter are really great
They mad cool, they're super friendly
And... they don't steal
They're trustworthy af
One of the guys here said "I trust these people more than my own family"
Now I see why
They remind me of the nggas at the Masjid
May God bless everybody in this room
Especially Dennis
💂bro, why didn't you just come stay with me at my place? Instead of the homeless shelter
Ummm... you're "dead"
Df you want me to kill myself and go live in heaven with you?
💂😂
💂that was funny bro, but say Insha'llah, cuz you don't know if I'm in heaven or not
INSHA'LLAH!
May you be in heaven
You wanna know who else is in heaven?
John Baxter, Michael's father
His mom passed away when she was 70, and his dad when he was 60
Or vice versa I can't remember
So I told Mike, "you're gonna live to be 130 years old"
Or 260
Or 390!
Who's to say??
But I don't think he would want to live that long tho
Who would??
I mean, you're old as shit!
All your friends and family are dead
You're all alone in the world
Who would want that life?
May Allah help me get a haircut, my head WOLFING
Soo... my dad's wife kicked me out
My sister kicked me out
And now my father has kicked me out
😅wtff!!
All because... I spoke "the truth"
They don't wanna hear the truth
So they drove me out
It's cool 😕
"You want the truth? YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!!"
What movie is that?
Allah Knows best
Cuz I don't fukkin know
I'll tell you that right now
Joyner Lucas & Chris Brown- I don't die
Shyt hot 🔥
Some bul from the homeless shelter put me on
Allah is Mumeet, the Giver of Death
I don't really listen to Joyner Lucas that much but I'm bouta start
I love listening to new music
Young Thug- With that
Shyt hot 🔥
This ngga Young Thug hot, but he be... doing some suspect shit
I mean ik that ngga not gay
But why df he be painting his nails n shyt
That ngga suspect!
That ngga fruity, he not gay
There's a difference between being gay and being fruity
That ngga Future hot
He said "Ain't gon' never trust a bitch
Who can't close they mouth"
Ain't that some true shit 😂
This girl sitting in front of me hella pretty
She got black hair and a cute ass face
I love her
She's so pretty
I choose her!
She will have my children
And her hair smells so good omgg 😍
That spaghetti was popping
It was soooooo good
This battery pack acting stupid
How I charge this shyt up for 45 minutes and I use it for ten minutes then that shit dies?
Thinking bout that girl in the bus
She was pretty af
I could've got her, but...
Allah Azzawajal was watching
That ngga was like "PEEKABOO" 👀
Lemme delete that
Tinashe sexy as shit in that "no drama video"
I like girls with small bodies
Coz I gotta big body
She can dance!
I like girls who can dance
I be dancing too, I be like 💃
You ever heard that song dance for you by Beyonce?
Shit hot
She be like "🎤tonight I'm gonna dance for you"
Come dance for me bae
Then dance on me
I don't bop I do the money dance
On Tuesday Ms. Robin is gon call me
From the southeast center
She's really been helping me out
Lord knows I need all the help I can get
I gotta get my haircut today
I don't think ima be able to go to the Jummuah, this snow in da way
I wanna have a threesome with Tinashe and Halsey
Ima get my haircut at Boat's
I was gonna go to the main campus but I'll just go to the southeast center
It's right there
And plus, Tinesha and Ms. Robins is there, they can assist me with stuff for my classes
Not gonna be able to go to Jummuah today but I damn sure will work on AYHV
That SEPTA driver was cute as shit
I asked her where the final stop is she was like "why are you all in my ears?"
"Well bae I'm in your ears cuz I'm trying nibble on them jawns"
I wanna suck on your earlobe
She was hella cute
I could've got her frfr
But... this ngga Allah Azzawajal
He be watching n shyt
He was like "PEEKABOO!"
I was like "OH SHIIITTTT!" 😱
Who blows Reggie anymore? 😕
I ain't even know they still harvested that shyt
I rather go sober then blow some damn reggie
Why df are you carrying that baby??
Don't you know it's snowing
Now what if you slip and fall?
That baby gon fall with you smhh
Dumb as shit
Some people aren't fit to be parents
That girl from the Papi store cute as shit
I could've got her
"PEEKABOO!!"
I SEE YOU!!!
Btch ima get high TODAY!
I smoked at the graveyard
I fell and busted my ass😣
They will never pay you because they need MY SIGNATURE!
you don't want to let your son in because of money, fine
Finna get high then go to the homeless shelter
This some good ass weed
Idk where this ngga be getting this shyt from
Damn this ngga Mac Miller died smhh
Drug overdose n shyt
Smhh
I would pray for him but... this ngga was Jewish
It's not permissible to pray Janaza on anybody who isn't Muslim
Nor is it permissible to wash their body or shroud them
Allah knows best
That other Septa driver 😍😍
Omgggg!
These SEPTA GIRLS BE Sexy as shit
I wanna fuck all of them
I wanna impregnate all of them
This new 2 chainz album >>>>>
"Rap or go to the league"
Shit hot! 🔥
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I gotta buy a pair of jeans and a shirt today
"Heavenly Father" 🤔
Do you mean that literally or metaphorically?
If it's metaphoric then it's permissible
I missed Fajr today...
May Allah forgive me
I'm thinking about that SEPTA driver
She was soo pretty
Her hair was nice as shyt
She smelled good too
I wanna draw her hair while I'm hitting it from the back
And ima stick my tongue out whilst doing it like 😜
Ask for Fred
Go to the other window tonight and talk to Al
The best song is NCAA
shit hot 🔥
He said "I USED TO ROLL MY WEED IN FRONT THE STORE!"
This ngga 2 chainz freed the slaves
May Allah bless 2 chainz
May Allah bless his parents
May Allah give him many endowments
This ngga The Weeknd said "you can ride my face until you drip and cum"
"🎤took her to the kitchen fucked her right there on the table"
I once fucked this btch at the back of a school bus
This other btch at the back of a dumpster
This other btch, I ain't even fuck her, she gave me head at an abandoned swimming pool
Then I swam in her 🏊
"🎤I can tell, that money's got you working"
"Got your body so wet"
This ngga Drake freed the slaves
"I know he messed up, but let a real ngga make it right"
Nggas be dumb as shit, why would you mess up, on a bad btch
She bad as shit!
And she gotta fat ass
Sooo... why...?
🤔
It boggles my mind
"🎤I love you, I'm thinking of you"
"And I don't wanna come between you and your man"
That's because your man strong and husky as shit
He look like a linebacker
I don't want NO PARTS!
This ngga Trey Songz freed the slaves
This lady at Ross is very nice
"🎤illadel, home of the original gun clappers"
The Roots nice as shit!
He was on Jimmy Fallom
I think...
Idk... Allah knows best!
All ik is... Jimmy Fallon freed the slaves!
May Allah bless Jimmy Fallon
May Allah sustain him
"🎤I touched down in '86, knew I was the man by the age of six, I even fucked a girl that used to baby sit"
That's some rs
I fucked a girl that used to babysit as well
🎤"HOE SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP!"
Still thinking bout this ngga Mac Miller how he died
That ngga was nice
"🎤Girls on my dick, I'M LIKE DUHH!"
Smhh...
He had a drug overdose
Off some other type drug
Not marijuana tho
Some other shit
It's impossible to overdose on marijuana
This lady at the library>>>>>
She's super nice
May Allah bless her
"🎤the Bentley is dirty my sneakers is dirty but that's how I like it you all on my dick!"
This song gon blow
Damn that ngga Mac Miller
He really died
Smhh
RIP
Fukkin dckhead wanna be experimenting with all these drugs n shyt
That ngga asked for it
He couldn't just stick with weed
Naawww, he had to try fukkin xanex n shyt
Only white people will do some shit like that, experiment with drugs n shyt
u dont see Lil Wayne or 2 Chainz ever dying of overdose
Thats cuz them nggas black
People say "weed is a gateway drug"
That's maybe true
For some people!
Not for me
I'm cool with just weed
I don't wanna try that other shit
I don't see why he even did all those drugs, you got all this money, your life is great!
I smoke weed, but only because my life is fucked up and no one loves me
I used to watch Naruto Shippuden
This ngga Sasuke turned to the dark side
He teamed up with that ngga Orochimaru
That ngga ugly as shit
He look like a serpent
My mouth is disgusting
I gotta brush my teeth good tonight
That little girl 😯🙁
She was like "if there's anything wrong with it we'll take it back and get you a new one"
May Allah bless her
Yoooo!!! I REALLY SAY ANYTHING!!
I GOT NO CHILL BUTTON!!!!
I shatted on myself
This drug dealer that I grabbed from today>>>>>>
He bouta be my new best friend
I can't sleep 😟
"🎤RELEASE YOUR INHIBITIONS!!"
"NO ONE ELSE CAN FEEL IT FOR YOU"
I'MA BARBIE GIRL
IN A BARBY WORLD!!
I gotta fart
I'ma hold it in tho
.............
...........
.........
.......
"PPPFFFTTTT!!"💨
I failed 😔
Have you ever farted and been like that wasn't me!
This ngga Kevin Gates said "SATELLITES"
Kevin Gates freed the slaves
I'm thinking about that SEPTA driver
I bet she had a fat butt
This ngga Big Will ugly as shit
He ugly and fat as shit
He look like a fatass tasty cake
Or just a regular cake 🎂
Who you think better? Drake or J Cole?
💂 idkk
💂both them nggas hot
They both up there
They like a tie
Also Kendrick Lamar
You know who else up there?
LOGIC!!!!!
WHITE BOY HOT!!!
You know who else up there??
💡 this ngga DuLi
I'm better than all them nggas
I'm the best!!
Rapper alive or dead, no one is a better RAPPER than me
🎤Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements"
Btch you should give up!!
Be a damn quitter!!
"🎤even if it leads nowhere?"
💡 Btch even if it leads you to the chocolate factory
I'm bouta listen to myself
Fuck that!!
I can listen to myself cuz I'm dope and awesome
This ngga Mac Miller...
He had a mixtape called "K.I.D.S."
It's an acronym
It stands for "Kicking Incredibly Dope Shit"
That shyt was hot
Why that ngga have to kill himself??
Cuz that's what happened
Cuz if you take drugs, whilst knowing that you can overdose and die
That's suicide
Because you're willing to take that risk!
Me, when I smoke weed...
What's only harmful is what kills you!!!!
Alcohol can kill you
Cigarettes can kill you
Homosexuality can kill you
Because you can get Aids and die!
It's harmful, it's disgusting, it's vile, it's WRONG
God created Adam and Eve not ALAN AND STEVE
May Allah kill all the faggots
The proud faggots
The ones that think it's okay
They be like: "It's okay Timmy, if you have feelings for boys than manifest those feelings to the world"
YOU'RE KILLING TIMMY!
WITH YOUR LIES!!!
The ones that decide to come out the closet
STAY IN THE CLOSET!!!
This ngga Roszay babymom fat as shit
She look like a fatass milk carton
She look like a fatass king sized bed
She look like a fatass can of beans
She look like a fatass carbon monoxide
What I'm doing today??
It's Sunday 😕
SUNDAY FUNDAY!
The only way to have fun is to smoke up and get high!
What else is there to do??
Soon as I eat breakfast ima SMOKE UP!
I smoked yesterday with this one guy
Idk his name
I think it's "Conrad"
He's a homeless guy at the shelter in which I am currently residing
He cool as shit
I'm nice as shyt, I got BARZ!
I stopped rapping
Once I converted to Islam and I realized all that shyt I was saying is haraam af
I was talking bout fuckin btches moms n shyt
Blowing up houses n shyt
I'm bouta get on ig
Insha'llah I'll find some girls there with semi nude photos
This btch fat
I still double tapped
I still liked it
Cuz I don't wanna seem rude
This shyt look like some gas
I really like the new friends that I've made at the homeless shelter
Those guys really CRACK ME UP
I DON'T WANNA PLAY NOO MOOOREEEE!
"🎤and she wiiiillllllllll be loveedd"
"🎤look for the girl with the broken smile"
I wanna meet a bitch, make her fall in love with me, and then cheat on her 😂
If she gets heartbroken whose fault is it?
Your fault for falling in love with a piece of shit ngga like me
Who forced you to fall in love??
There is no compulsion in matters of the heart
This ngga 21 Savage said "can't put my tongue on no btch, cuz I still miss my kids, hoe you need to fix yo wig 😂😂
"21 Savage- break da law
"Is it okay if I stalk your page on an occasional basis?"
Why????
Because you're fukkin hot!!!
I wanna fuck you
"Chasing this money I can't stop won't stop "
That song stuck in my head
I'm soo fukkin...
Fukkin...
Sick of this shyt!!!
👸sick of what baby?
I'M SICK OF YOU BTCHH!!!
I'm tired of your pussy
IT STINK!!
"🎤I need something different"
I saw Roszay today
I was high as shit
Roszay cool, it's his babymom that's...
fat and ugly!
that btch look like a fatass solar eclipse
I gotta start my pushups again this morning
I took a little one week break
The school gon send us a message like "2 hour delay because of inclement weather"
WHAT INCLEMENT WEATHER!!!???
I love my dad, he said "ok whatever"
If you trust God than there's no need to trust anyone else
Talk to Fred about bringing clothes in
J. Cole- God's gift
"🎤Lord I repent if I ever sin"
This ngga Future be high in every song
He said "DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NO RING"
I'm full!
Somebody farted in this bus
Who's the culprit???? 👀
Chasing this money I can't stop won't stop
"The only set that is not a proper subset is the set itself"
Heart so cold gotta pad lock pad lock
I just farted
That shyt STINKKK! ! 👃
"🎤I walk around the club, fuck everybody"
This ngga Chief Keef funny as shit!!!!!!
He said "stalking ass btch that's that shyt that I don't like"
I love my life
Please let them take my stuff
Please God
You know... I was downtrodden at first to have to stay at the homeless shelter
That's the wrong word, "downtrodden"
It's not used correctly, it means: oppressed or treated badly by people in power.
"a downtrodden proletarian struggling for social justice"
So maybe a better word to use will be ummmm...
Soo... I was feeling sad and lonely and tired
What word can I use?
Idk... Allah knows best!
Cuz i dont fukkin know, I'll tell you that right now
Because I'm not home and idont really know anybody here
but that has ALL CHANGED!
I LOVE IT HERE!
These guys are my brothers, I love them
May Allah keep me here longer, please God
I WANNA STAY!!
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